You like that emo quote for the title of this entry, dont you? DON'T YOU?? okay, I'll stop. so yeah, i haven't written in this for a while. I always start of a blog this way. Oh well.

Christmas vacation has gone by so fast, and now I have to go back to the hectic ways. Oh well. I kind of miss everyone anyway. There's not enough hours in the day to fit everyone in.

James, Corey, Brad and Mitch came over a few days ago. It's so much fun to have them over. They're such good friends to me, especially on my birthday, they were the sweetest people ever. We played some twister, which james brought. I hadn't played that game in so long, it's so much fun. EVeryone's ass gets in everyone's face, and when you're the only girl playing, you have to deal with the guys looking down your shirt. But they're really good friends so it's all in good fun, they're not trying to be perverted. Plus, like James loves his girlfriend so its not like he's ever serious about anything. haha.

I've been hanging with JP a lot this vacation. He's such an awesome kid. It sucks he's gotta go back home (GA), but what are ya gonna do. You all saw this coming, my life is, after all, fucked up. haha I had Leeann and Brian tell me that the same day once. They said the exactly same, yet simple, thing. "Wow, You're fucked up". And i just sit there goin', "ya...tell me something I don't know".

Kurt's been staying over here since yesterday and we have him until tomorrow. I love him. He's like my brother. Even a good 1,000 miles can't break our friendship. His girlfriend's here right now, and they're doing whatever...i don't bother to even think about it. haha. He deserves some time with her. She seems nice, too.

I'm currently waiting for JP to come get me so we can head off to the city. Some of his friends are coming too. The train ride is gonna be the best part haha I love train rides; they're so much fun. Okay, I better go. Later

Alana

Current Mood: Happy
Current Music: Hold My Heart, Pt. 1 (Letter Kills)

I'm on the phone with Dan, we're trading insults...things are good.

It's currently 6 degrees out...i consider that pretty damn cold. And i  have no hot chocolate in the house *tear*. Leeann and I finished my stash off on friday and now all i have left is marshmallows. haha. so i ate some of them.

my stomach hurts so bad. the nurse is a bitch. i asked to lie down and she sent me back to class.

i dont know what to write about. read my myspace blog if you wanna know what i did last weekend.

i really want it to be christmas vacation. I want my CDs DVDs clothes, etc. and i really wanna see my family.

I learned how to play The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot by Brand New today. It's not THAT big of an accomplishment cause its an easy song...three chords. But i love the lyrics and its a pretty acoustic song.

Later

Alana

Current Mood: hungry and cold
Current Music: None, I'm on the phone.

Okay, for those who read this journal and not my myspace blog thing, I'll copy and paste what I have there cause I don't wanna retype what happened last weekend, which I'll say again, was kickass. I'll put the myspace blog part in between stars and then add new stuff after.

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last weekend was sick, especially Saturday night. Leeann and I got dinner in town and then went to the Tuscan to get some tea. After a little, Alec and some of his friends came in and hung out. He wanted to get trashed and I happily agreed to help him. Right before we left to get him nice and crazy at my house, Nick, Sam, Steve and Louis came in and told me about their full 30 case of beer. The word "party" came into my head and I liked the sound of it. So everyone came back to my house and had a little fun (except me cause I had to drive Alec back to the Tuscan to meet his friends) Everyone else had to leave for a l ittle too because my parents friends were coming over for a little. So I told em I'd call em before my parents came home with their friends. An hour later my mom said they were on their way home and to hide any booze (hhaa I love my mom). Not 5 minutes later the doorbell rings and its all the guys and the beer. I got frantic casue I thought my parents were gonna pull in the driveway at ny moment, so i was just like "get out get out! come back later!" lol. Eventually my parents friends left, and my friends came back. everyone got a little tipsy...some stripped to bad techno music...others talked themselves out of DWIs before they came over cause they were driving smashed...but all in good fun. Speaking of smashed...I wasn't Saturday, but I was pretty gone Thursday (hey, it was a bad few days lol) I went over Dan's after Thanksgiving and supposedly, according to him, I'm an angry drunk. He said I was threatening to kill him a lot....in my opinion, I do that all the time so it doesn't really make a difference whether im drunk or sober. lol. I love Dan though. He helps me through everything. I don't know where I'd be without him.
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Okay, so this weekend was pretty sick too. Friday I went to dinner at Get Fresh with Katerina. Some hot looking kids work there, but ya know, whatever. Afterward, Nick and Sam crashed for a little, until about midnightish. We were all pretty shot and they were going to some party. They are my heros of the weekend though. They know I hate beer (i think it tastes like carbonated piss..not that ive ever drank piss, but I imagine that's what it would taste like..), so they brought me a Joe Tea bottle (the smaller ones, not the huge ones) filled half with Absolute Vodka and half ginger ale. I do think there was more than half Absolute, but I could be wrong. lol. anyways, the next day my sister, her boyfriend, and my neice came over. my niece is 15 by the way and her name is Shelly. I couldnt take my car out this weekend cause my insurance bill says i have no liability insurance, but my moms been paying for it, so something's definitely wrong. and it would be stupid of me to drive possibly without liability cause if i get into an accident, whether its my fault or someone else's, i'm fucked. so i cant drive until tuesday. so we didn't have much to do in the house. and dinner wasn't gonna be ready for another hour. so we decided "what the hell" and drank the whole Joe Tea bottle. I think i had a little more than her, but not by too much. but lemme tell you, i was fucked up. i couldn't see, walk, and everything was all fuckin' dizzy and shit. I called up buell to tell him a story but he cut me off saying to tell him later caue i was slurring so bad. lol. you know, its not too fun to tell you the truth. I like being in control of myself, and when you're smashed you defintiely arent. but whatever, it was fun. I actually got to talk about things that i normally wouldnt talk about when im sober. it was nice to get those things out in the open. anyway, so today was really fun. mitch and i went to the mall for a few hours. we spent a good 2 hours in FYE just previewing music. it was really fun...some people may think that'd be boring to do for so long, but music is my life and mitch is such a chill kid to hang around with. after we looked through all the aisles we wanted to, we walked around in circles, contemplating people's lives and just talking about shit. eventually we ended up in the book store and ran into rob and erin. we talked for a little and decided to all grab dinner at TGI Fridays. I havent been there in forever and they have awesome food. it was fun hanging with them cause i havent done it in forever.

ALL ABOUT ME

NAME: Alana

MIDDLE NAME: Marie

BIRTHDAY: 12/12/87

HEIGHT: 5'4

SHOE SIZE: 6.5

HAIR COLOR: Light Brown w/ Highlights

COLOR: Honey

RIGHTY OR LEFTY: Lefty

HOBBIES: Tennis, dance, cheerleading, guitar, piano, hanging out, etc.

ARE YOU IN COLLEGE/IN HIGH SCHOOL/OUT OF SCHOOL: High school

WHAT SCHOOL: WVHS

WHICH ONE(S) OF YOUR FRIENDS... LOOK(S) LIKE YOU: a lot of people say Alicia, but I don't think so.

WILL BECOME A MODEL: Cait

HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST: Lisa

IS THE LOUDEST: Leeann

YOU HAVE THE MOST CLASSES WITH: ummm.....steph

DO YOU GO TO FOR ADVICE: Cassie, Steph, Leeann, and Dan, Diana, Cait

YOU'VE DREAMT ABOUT: I dream about everyone, I even dreamed about my middle school gym teacher once...lol

DO YOU TELL SECRETS: Cassie, Steph, Leeann, Dan, Diana, Cait

DITZIEST: *points to self*

FAVORITE SPORT TO PLAY: cheerleading...it's a sport bitch.

FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH: cheerleading, tennis, or football

FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT)- BOXERS OR BRIEFS: boxers

LONG OR SHORT HAIR: long...*my weakness*

DARK HAIR OR BLOND: dark

EYES: doesn't matter, but blue's cool i guess

TALL OR SHORT: taller than me, but giant doesn't work well.

ABS OF STEEL OR BULGING BICEPS: don't really like.

MR. SENSITIVE OR MR. FUNNY: Funny

GOOD GUY OR OUTGOING GUY: a combination of both

HAT OR NO HAT: depends, i don't care.

FIRST DATE, KISS OR HUG: kiss...well....depends on if i like you or not ;-)

EARS PEIRCE OR NOT: bring on the piercings

FAIR OR TAN: Don't care

RELATIONSHIP, TAKE IT SLOW,OR FAST: slow

STUBBLE OR NEATLY SHAVED: Don't care

CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE: HOT CHOCOLATE ALL THE WAY!

MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING: Burger King

COKE OR PEPSI: Pepsi

ROOT BEER OR DR. PEPPER: Dr. Pepper

SAPPY/ACTION/HORROR/COMEDY MOVIE: Horror

CALL OR BE CALLED: Be called

WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN A GUY/GIRL: eyes, smile.

HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: Yeah.

CATS OR DOGS: Dogs.

COOL RANCH OR NACHO CHEESE: Nacho Cheese

MUD OR JELLO WRESTLING: Mud ;-) it's dirtier.

W/ OR W/OUT ICE CUBES: ice cubes.

MILK/DARK/WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark.

SHINE OR RAIN: I actually like both...depends on my mood.

WINTER/SUMMER/FALL/SPRING: Summer baby.

VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate

SKIING OR BOARDING: skiing

BIKING OR BLADING: biking

CAKE OR COOKIES: cookies

CEREAL OR TOAST: toast

NIGHT OR DAY: night

BUNK OR WATERBED: water

MOTOR/SAIL BOATS: motor

LIGHTS ON OR OFF: off

FAVORITE COLOR: dark red....dare i say *blood* red.

FAVORITE ANIMAL: yorkie dogs

FAVORITE HOLIDAY: Christmas and my birthday

FAVORITE LINE FROM A MOVIE: "All I ever wanted was you."

FAVORITE LINE FROM A COMMERCIAL: "Glen! Glen, Glen, Glen!" *in tune with Eye of the Tiger*

FAVORITS LINE FROM TV: "It's a full moon out tonight Busty...err...Rusty."

FAVORITE SONG: Brand New Day by Forty Foot Echo

FAVORITE MOVIE: Freddy v.s Jason/ Freaky Friday

FAVORITE RADIO STATION: WRRV 92.7

FAVORITE PLACE TO HANG OUT: town

FAVORITE FLOWER: roses

FAVORITE SCENT: Sheer Fresia (from Bath & Body Works)

FAVORITE FOOD: Chicken Pot Pie ( I kid you not)

WHAT WAS THE LAST MEAL YOU ATE: I just had some tea, but the last real meal was sicilian pizza at Dan's.

LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: Phonebooth

LAST NOISE YOU HEARD: I'm listening to Cubicles by My Chemical Romance

IF YOU COULD MOVE ANYWHERE WHERE WOULD IT BE: NYC

DYE YOUR HAIR WHAT COLOR WOULD IT BE: Redish-Brown

HAVE A TATTOO, WHERE AND WHAT WOULD IT BE: I don't have one, but I would get a chinese symbol that stands for "eternity" right on my extreme lower hip :-x

YOU REALLY WANT: to have a relationship that *doesn't* get fucked up fast.

WHAT'RE YOU GONNA DO TODAY: the days over, but i do plan on sleeping in about an hour.

WHAT'D YOU DO YESTERDAY: hung out with Donnie

WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO TOMORROW: go to school and hang out with Donnie

WHAT'RE YOU DOING NEXT TUESDAY: I have absolutely no clue...go to school? lol

WHAT TURNS YOU OFF: dishonest people and cliche lines, among other things.

WHAT TURNS YOU ON: *eveil smile* have to find out for yourself

WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU DO WHEN YOU GET UP: peeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

TRUTH OR DARE: dare

MTV,VH1,BET,CMT: none, I heart Fuse

WWF OR WCW: WWF blows and i have no clue what the fuck WCW is, and i don't care

POOL OR OCEAN: Ocean

YOURE WEARING: PJs. Baby blue shirt with matching pants with yellow stars on em. *awww* :-)

CAKE OR PIE: Pie!! (pumpkin)

LOVE OR LUST: **LOVE**

SILVER OR GOLD: Silver

DIAMONDS OR PEARLS: diamonds.

SHAKEN OR STIRRED: i dont care.

TACO OR BURRITO: Taco

ARMAGGEDDON OR INDEPENDANCE DAY: neither, both sucked.

PENCILS OR PENS: pens

SUNSET OR SUNRISE: sunset

CRUSHED OR CUBED: cubed

SHOWERS OR BATHS: showers

WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSEPAD: tropical shore

FAVORITE DRINK (NON-ALCOHOLIC): Amaretto Cappucino

FAVORITE BOARDGAME: Monopoly

FAVORITE MAGAZINE: AP (Alternative Press)

BOOK YOU'D RECOMMEND: The Notebook

ROLLER COASTERS - Definitely

HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE: usually 2.

WHAT'S ON THE WALLS OF YOUR ROOM: Dark Red/Tan (I have two rooms)

THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL: half full

DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: yes

WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED: memory boxes.

FAVORITE NUMBER: 12 and 23.

THE LAST PERSON WHO CALLED YOU: Rob

SAW YOU CRY: My mom.

MADE YOU CRY: I don't wanna say...

FUTURE SONS' NAMES: Aidan

FUTURE DAUGHTER'S NAMES: Paige

DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Definitely

FAVORITE ICE CREAM: Mint chocolate chip

CROUTONS OR BACON BITS: croutons

DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE: yes

STORMS - COOL OR SCARY: cool

WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR: 2000 VW Jetta

SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND NOT MEANT IT: long time ago. when i say "i love you" to my friends, I mean it.

EVER BEEN TO: NYC: yes.

FLORIDA: yup

MEXICO: nope, but i really really wanna go to Cancun

HAWAII: no

CHINA: no

HAVE YOU EVER ? HAD A DREAM ABOUT SOMETHING CRAZY AND HAD IT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY: yeah, it was really weird

HAD A MUD BATH: no

WISHED YOU WERE THE OPPOSITE SEX: yeah, mostly when I have my period :-x

HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: Yeah...for like 10 minutes. lol

APPLES OR BANNANAS: i like both

BACKSTREET BOYS OR 'NSYNC: Ick.

SANTA OR RUDOLPH: Santa, I love old fat men.

MATH OR ENGLISH: english

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN YOU FINISH THIS SURVEY:Read

BRAND OF TOOTHPASTE DO YOU USE: Aquafresh

LENO OR LETTERMAN: Leno because of his sexy protruding chin

POKER OR GO FISH: Oh most definitely poker.

WET OR DRY: eh, depends on the mood (and no, i don't mean that sexually lol)

UP OR DOWN: what the fuck kind of question is thatSWEET OR SOUR: sweet

WEEKENDS OR WEEKDAYS: weekends

ANY OTHER COMMENTS: if you made it this far, congradulations, if not, well then you aren't reading this, now are you?

I don't like the cold, but at least theres snow. That period of time where it was freezing and nothing on the ground basically pissed me off. but then again, i'm always pissed off. haha just kidding.

This weekend started off pretty nicely. I went to go to lab first period and the teacher wasn't there. that lazy bastard slept in. he's awesome and all but christ, i could've slept in too. but yeah...that was that. me and a few friends sat in the senior hallway and watched brad and mike hack but some bitch teacher with an accent told us to go to the library.

It started snowing 7th period. I love how my mom calls me and leaves a voicemail for me to drive carefully. lol if  you get past the annoyingness of it, it's kind of cute.

It's freezing and yet...I still have frozen hot chocolate (too bad its not really..its just chocolate ice cream with marshmallows *yum*) Yeah, I'm probably the only idiot who eats ice cream in the winter.

:-) This weekend has been pretty damn incredible and I'm gonna have to thank Donnie for it. I'm not gonna go and tell a detailed story, cause for some reason it doesnt seem right to me, so if you wanna know what im talking about, ask me.

So yeeeeeeeeah, thats basically been my entire week and honestly, i wouldnt have it any other way.

the only other thing even worth mentioning is harvest queen. i went with alex and it was pretty fun, but right now I am exhausted, but i have to wait for a call. also, my feet are officially dead. :-( but its okay, they'll recover. wasn't as bad as junior prom last year where i wanted to cry on the way back to the, err, land rover we paid for.*rolls eyes*.

okay, im gonna find someway to kill time. later

Alana

current mood- disgustingly happy (as "Sickling Steph" would put it haha)
current music- buried myself alive (the used)

Wow, what a great weekend last weekend. Seriously.

First, there was a Varsity game against Washingtonville away. We won with a touchdown in the last minute or so for a score of 8-0. Washingtonville was so pissed that the cheerleaders exited the school a different way from how the football players. Supposedly, the coaches of our school didn't deem it safe for us. I guess Washingtonville is pretty cut-throat ghetto :-P But whatever.Hello to Buttz over there...i miss you. Say hi every once in a while, why dont you.

Anyway, Brad came over after the game around 11. He left around 2. Enough said.

So the next day, i putzed around for a little and then went to dan's around 4. We got over to the AOH around 5:30 and i helped set up the merch table for Hoodwink and The Revival. He guy who rented the place out to us was so funny. He was all loud and fat and tried to scare us into playing by the rules. He was making me and Dan look in both bathrooms. He goes to me "come here, doll. come check out the boy's bathroom. no holes. no holes." I have no fucking idea what "no holes" means, but im guessing its good and im just going to take his word for it. So shortly after, Chasing Monroe showed up and makde my entire week. I love them. They're music is just so incredibly sick and on top of that, they are so nice. Up until Saturday, I only knew their bassist Corey, but I got to get more friendly with the rest of the group : Justin, Adam, and Tony (guitarist, drummer, and frontman, respectively). Eventually, Foster and John Connor showed up too. F-Bomb came a little late, but it was all good.

Anyway, everything was going good. and then i go over to the merch table for John Connor and their keyboardist Jude gave me a "discount" on the shirt i wanted. In stead of paying $10, i got the shirt and a sticker in exchange for $6 and a kiss. Not a bad deal, if you ask me, considering he was cute. Then we wanted to see if he could fit into my pants (without me in them of course :-P  ) and he did miraculously (he couldn't button em or anything). I also kinda hooked up with him in the bathroom too but shh. lol It was pretty amusing...making out with some dude in the girl's bathroom who, at the moment, is wearing my pants, but hey...you only live once, and it makes for quite interesting story telling.

So yeah, that was that night. The next day, I hung out with Alex. We went to the mall and walked around doing nothing...previewed some CDs at FYE, went into Spencers and let him get this little orgasm keychain...that was funny. WE also snuck in and saw some of Team America. We only saw 40 minutes cause I had to go home :-( damn.

Anyways, this weekend's Halloween, so go me and Cassie!! haha Okay. Later.

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Belt (Say Anything)

Jeeeeeeeeeeeeeez. everyone's bugging me about this blog and how i dont update it. i really didn't  think many people even read it anymore, it's like a year old.

Hey to Brad...just because he's been nagging me over it...and because he's absolutely adorable. :-) See you tomorrow night.

Anyway, things have been okay. AOH show Saturday at 6pm with Hoodwink, Chasing Monroe, the Revival, John Connor and Foster......YOU ALL BETTER BE THERE CAUSE IT'S GONNA BE THE SICKEST SHOW ALL YEAR...with the exception of any show From Sinking ever plays cause I love them. Hello to Dennis, Jay, and Tommy for making me wanna be a groupie. hahaha.

Right now im slowly drinking hot chocolate cause it's as hott as hell. This blog entry is simply keeping me busy as I wait for it too cool down to a temperature that won't make me suffer from 3rd degree burns.  

Dude, theres some kid that just came back yesterday to Warwick...he used to be here, then moved and now he's back...something like that. I just felt like interjecting the fact that he's pretty hott...incase anyone cared.

Hmm...next topic at hand has to do with a little dose of "down under", so-to-speak. Yeah, go myspace. HEY AJJJJJJJJ! :-) Aussie kids are hott, man.....

I have a game tomorrow in Washingtonville..oh joy. I get to see Eric though...I miss that little ghetto kid.

Seeing Alex Sunday. Woo hoo! I saw him at the Minisink game for like..two seconds...then I saw h9im for another two seconds at alicia's temple when her parents dropped her off with me. It's not nice to tease me like that! :-P But whatever.

I'm sure everyone already knows that, but holy shit. this week was massively annoying, but i had a good time so far this weekend. I went to the pep rally, did my thing, and then went out with Cassie to a show in Greenwood Lake. It was a lot of fun. I looooooooooooove scoping for hot guys and listening to good music. Lord knows a love my band memebers. ;-) hahahah. anyways, that was fun. then we came back to my place (it wasnt as sexual as it sounds, i promise. haha) and watched a walk to remember...and i got to cry for roughly half of the movie. what can i say? im just a sensitive little girl. :-)  *innocent (but not really) face*

today, i went to the parade, did my thing on the truck. me, cait, diana, and kait had our own truck...either cause we're the rejects of the cheerleading team...or because we're just really that cool. I'd personally like to go with choice two. whoever thinks otherwise...well fuck you. :-) Sorry, Im hyper.  Anyway after that round of handing out pom-poms to little-uns and being cheerful through town, the game was next. we lost miserably hahahaha. it was kind of amusing 42-13. warwick really never loses that bad, but we did today and it was pretty funny.  I just actually got back from the dance which was mucho fun. I hung out with alex most of the time with cait, diana, steph, alicia, nick, chels, and some others.

right now, im waiting for brad and james to get  their sorry asses over here...yes, i know it's 11:30 but i dont care. okay im gonna go. later


Alana


Current Mood: Weird

Yeah...so far school is okay. A little bit of a hassel, but at least its comforting to know that I can lug my own ass everywhere I need to go with my cute little car...well, more like my cute little new license cause without that, my car would be useless to me.

I ordered my class ring. It's gonna be all pretty and stuff. It's white gold with an antique looking finish, has a wildcat on one side and cheerleading/dance on the other with my name. the stone i got is the january birthstone even though my birthday isnt in january..but my favorite color is dark red and my birth stone sucks when its that ugly sea blue (i like it better when people say my birthstone is really turquois, and it really is also along with the ugly sea blue gemstone) I looooove turqois so much (even though I can't spell it to save my life). So if anyone is thinking of getting my a birthday present in a few months... ;-) just kidding guys.

Yesterday was pretty interesting. I taught my dance class and then came home and changed to go to the japanese restaurant with the "lings", known to most at Cait and Diana. We always have a good time...being loud and obnoxious...mostly me *smiles*. Food was good too as always. Afterward, I went over Cassie's and we attempted to go to her boyfriend's band show (Grudge) at this Tavern attatched Colonial Lanes...but they were carding everyone. We tried to sneak in through the door between the bowling alley and the tavern, but that just got us kicked out of both buildings....stupid little fat man kicked us out. Cassie told him basically to fuck off...and that's exactly why i love her, among other reasons of course (none that sexual *wink*) haha just kidding about that last part.