Okay, for those who read this journal and not my myspace blog thing, I'll copy and paste what I have there cause I don't wanna retype what happened last weekend, which I'll say again, was kickass. I'll put the myspace blog part in between stars and then add new stuff after.

*************************************************************************************
last weekend was sick, especially Saturday night. Leeann and I got dinner in town and then went to the Tuscan to get some tea. After a little, Alec and some of his friends came in and hung out. He wanted to get trashed and I happily agreed to help him. Right before we left to get him nice and crazy at my house, Nick, Sam, Steve and Louis came in and told me about their full 30 case of beer. The word "party" came into my head and I liked the sound of it. So everyone came back to my house and had a little fun (except me cause I had to drive Alec back to the Tuscan to meet his friends) Everyone else had to leave for a l ittle too because my parents friends were coming over for a little. So I told em I'd call em before my parents came home with their friends. An hour later my mom said they were on their way home and to hide any booze (hhaa I love my mom). Not 5 minutes later the doorbell rings and its all the guys and the beer. I got frantic casue I thought my parents were gonna pull in the driveway at ny moment, so i was just like "get out get out! come back later!" lol. Eventually my parents friends left, and my friends came back. everyone got a little tipsy...some stripped to bad techno music...others talked themselves out of DWIs before they came over cause they were driving smashed...but all in good fun. Speaking of smashed...I wasn't Saturday, but I was pretty gone Thursday (hey, it was a bad few days lol) I went over Dan's after Thanksgiving and supposedly, according to him, I'm an angry drunk. He said I was threatening to kill him a lot....in my opinion, I do that all the time so it doesn't really make a difference whether im drunk or sober. lol. I love Dan though. He helps me through everything. I don't know where I'd be without him.
*************************************************************************************

Okay, so this weekend was pretty sick too. Friday I went to dinner at Get Fresh with Katerina. Some hot looking kids work there, but ya know, whatever. Afterward, Nick and Sam crashed for a little, until about midnightish. We were all pretty shot and they were going to some party. They are my heros of the weekend though. They know I hate beer (i think it tastes like carbonated piss..not that ive ever drank piss, but I imagine that's what it would taste like..), so they brought me a Joe Tea bottle (the smaller ones, not the huge ones) filled half with Absolute Vodka and half ginger ale. I do think there was more than half Absolute, but I could be wrong. lol. anyways, the next day my sister, her boyfriend, and my neice came over. my niece is 15 by the way and her name is Shelly. I couldnt take my car out this weekend cause my insurance bill says i have no liability insurance, but my moms been paying for it, so something's definitely wrong. and it would be stupid of me to drive possibly without liability cause if i get into an accident, whether its my fault or someone else's, i'm fucked. so i cant drive until tuesday. so we didn't have much to do in the house. and dinner wasn't gonna be ready for another hour. so we decided "what the hell" and drank the whole Joe Tea bottle. I think i had a little more than her, but not by too much. but lemme tell you, i was fucked up. i couldn't see, walk, and everything was all fuckin' dizzy and shit. I called up buell to tell him a story but he cut me off saying to tell him later caue i was slurring so bad. lol. you know, its not too fun to tell you the truth. I like being in control of myself, and when you're smashed you defintiely arent. but whatever, it was fun. I actually got to talk about things that i normally wouldnt talk about when im sober. it was nice to get those things out in the open. anyway, so today was really fun. mitch and i went to the mall for a few hours. we spent a good 2 hours in FYE just previewing music. it was really fun...some people may think that'd be boring to do for so long, but music is my life and mitch is such a chill kid to hang around with. after we looked through all the aisles we wanted to, we walked around in circles, contemplating people's lives and just talking about shit. eventually we ended up in the book store and ran into rob and erin. we talked for a little and decided to all grab dinner at TGI Fridays. I havent been there in forever and they have awesome food. it was fun hanging with them cause i havent done it in forever.